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I have been thinking about tomorrow and what it holds! I have my first appointment with Dr. Bay (surgeon) on Thursday afternoon since the surgery.
 
So many things have flooded my mind of the past couple days. Will I be driving on Friday? Will I be moving home on Friday? What is the next step in treatment? What will finances look like? When will I go back to work?
 
I think that’s a big one for me to try to grasp. I have not much energy now and have been trying to be doing more things every day this week. I guess it worries me a bit that I may not be able to handle a demanding job that’s so physical. As much as I miss my work, kids, and most of the people I work with……..So, I pray that the Lord gives me all the strength that I need on my first day back. That He will provide for all the medical bills that are now starting to come in – on top of the normal living expenses. He is so great and wonderful!
 
I have also been thinking about how God writes our story and how much when we lay down the pen and let Him alone write our story. How amazed we can be of His Greatness! If we just let Him write it we can get so much out of this life. Sometimes, I feel like I take the pen way to much and miss what He is wanting me to experience. It wasn’t really until 2007 that I really knew what that meant. It wasn’t when I found out I had a tumor, but more at they first of the year when I was going through some rough times and couldn’t understand why.
 
I really again started looking at my heart and really allowed God to go deeper in having every area of my heart and not just giving Him pieces. I am amazed how much He has been there with me and even when there are times that I think He isn’t there I know I am never alone!
 
So, I am excited to see what tomorrow’s appointment holds and most what is next in the story that God is writing of my life!
 
 I challenge you to letting God be the only author of your story. If you choose to let Him. I can tell you for sure - you will never will regret it!
 

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